a man and a boy

a man should not be loved but i do

hm,,hard to say but i cant get enough of him..he is happy with his own life. i do keep praying for his family esp for his child, which is very cute anyway,but i feel so comfy whenever he besides me..he the one that i will tell my daily, the first one i call in the morning even just say hi, the last person that ill call in the afternoon, the one that ill ask his advise everyhting bout my life, the one that i shall be glad to be grow old with..i dont know how he feels about me, but im pretty sure that he loves me as his sister..oh my god!!wat should i do cos everyday i keep thinking about him and its truly driving me crazy...

and now without being drama queen, im listening cold play-fix you...
talking about coldplay, dulu jaman bahela ada yang pernah kasih coldplay album dia yang pertama,,pas gw buka sampul kasetnya ada tulisan ehm kira2 gini neh, cos dah lama bgt gw jadi lupa "untuk kiki yang ku sayang"..huehehe smp skrg gw ga tau siapa yg ngasi tuh kaset..tp lagu fix you itu bener2 keren bgt lho liriknya..dalem banget, coba hayati dalem2..

a boy should not love me

hm,,susah juga deskripsiin cowo ini cos dia udah pedekate sm gw hampir setahun lamanya..lama juga yah??!!well,,sebenarnya wkt sma gw pernah suka sm dia, tp gayung tdk bersambut halah..eh skrg gantian dia yang suka sm gw,,kena karma kale tuh orang..but this guy is really annoying smp2 nama dia di hp gw gw namain annoying,,sorry but its the fact, bayangin aja udah hampir setahun dia ganggu gw, tlp, sms, ngasi comment di FS, nanyain ke temen gw, ngajakin jalan,,oh pls pdhl respon gw itu dah nunjukkin gw ga suka diaboleh dibilang gw jahat juga yah pdhl orangnya itu baik, seleranya musiknya lumayan, wkt lebaran kmrn ngasi roti nastar (huhuhu,,mak nyus,,enak bgt dpt 2 toples pula), humoris bgt yah tp mau gmn lagi gw kan lg suka sm the man should be not loved
oh, my god,,barusan dia sms gw teteup nanyain gw lg ngapain..grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!
gw sumpahin deh tuh org biar kencingnya duduk...ehm, ga jadi deh, kasihan..